Questing to fullfill my desire.to feel
Rich469
Hutchinson, Kansas | Bărbat În căutare de Cuplu
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Have been a Master with full time submissives and slaves. Until I lost my wife.
Since then I have been well vanilla. This last year though my thoughts and desires to have different experiences has me wanting to kinda be a slave. That of course where the complications come in. There is no such thing as a kinda slave. I am hopeful.the woman who insists on remaining anonymous ,but has a strong, desire to own me ,turns out to be 100% real, then I will have what I am looking for long term. Here and now. Well I am looking to find a group , or individuals that would work as a group to help her 'break' me and 'Force' me to be her slave. I am well think oldschool breaking, because I am not one to just submit maybe a scene or two I can do. Basically I have been training myself since we are at a distance. Which is kinda weird I tell her what she has to do as a Dominant,, but she usually says you know what I like and want so do it. Something like that. The problem I still have way too much control. She does do punishment at times but in a confusing way. She uses it when I have done something she likes, rather than when I upset her. Yes, since I have found that I like pain she is right. That's enough on that but it will help understand what I am hoping to find for her. A group of men and women who will basically keep me prisoner for a week using me relentlessly. Until all I want is to obey. Obviously her and her sister (Co-Dominant), will be directing everything. So that my brain becomes wired to what she wants is what I Want. I am also looking for help in preparing myself, mind Body. -and Spirit so that yes I will be broken but not to the point of nonfunctional. Like I said it is weird but I know it has to be done. I am still way to much in control, and habitually just take control if I think thongs should be a different way. Well, that pretty much sums it up. Help, ir iseas or suggestions are all appreciated.
Have been a Master with full time submissives and slaves. Until I lost my wife.
Since then I have been well vanilla. This last year though my thoughts and desires to have different experiences has me wanting to kinda be a slave. That of course where the complications come in. There is no such thing as a kinda slave. I am hopeful.the woman who insists on remaining anonymous ,but has a strong, desire to own me ,turns out to be 100% real, then I will have what I am looking for long term. Here and now. Well I am looking to find a group , or individuals that would work as a group to help her 'break' me and 'Force' me to be her slave. I am well think oldschool breaking, because I am not one to just submit maybe a scene or two I can do. Basically I have been training myself since we are at a distance. Which is kinda weird I tell her what she has to do as a Dominant,, but she usually says you know what I like and want so do it. Something like that. The problem I still have way too much control. She does do punishment at times but in a confusing way. She uses it when I have done something she likes, rather than when I upset her. Yes, since I have found that I like pain she is right. That's enough on that but it will help understand what I am hoping to find for her. A group of men and women who will basically keep me prisoner for a week using me relentlessly. Until all I want is to obey. Obviously her and her sister (Co-Dominant), will be directing everything. So that my brain becomes wired to what she wants is what I Want. I am also looking for help in preparing myself, mind Body. -and Spirit so that yes I will be broken but not to the point of nonfunctional. Like I said it is weird but I know it has to be done. I am still way to much in control, and habitually just take control if I think thongs should be a different way. Well, that pretty much sums it up. Help, ir iseas or suggestions are all appreciated.
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Capricorn
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Tipul corpului meu este
Câteva kilograme în plus
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6' 0 (1.83 m)
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