get to know me, I dare you

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Okay, I am 20 years old. I am a beauty school graduate. I love reading, dancing, and singing. My favourite things are playing with my niece, watching Disney movies, and cuddling. I hate talking on the phone, and I am a terrible texter - I pretty much never text first and I often forget to reply. I prefer hand written letters to emails any day. I believe in true love and soulmates, I just haven't found that yet. I guess I have always been a masochist.. I like pain - but only to an extent. I am still learning about bdsm. I know I couldn't be a dominatrix, but I also know I could never be a slave. I will always demand I have free will. I will ALWAYS have my own opinion. I will not run to you each and every time you snap your fingers. If I disagree with you, I WILL stand up for myself and my opinions, I WILL question you, I WILL debate you, and you cannot stop that. No matter what, I WILL have my own friends and my own interests, I will not sit at home waiting for you to want me. I do not want put into an abusive environment where I am not allowed to have friends, if I want to go out with my friends, I damn sure will, and I expect you to NOT follow and watch me. I expect you to sit at home and trust I will come home to you. I might be submissive, but I will not be a doormat. If you can’t handle strong women, I’m not the girl for you. That being said, I did say I am new to this, but I know that what I want is to trained, to be loved/desired/wanted, I want to be molded into a new creature, I want someone with a firm hand who will still be there for me when I need someone. I want real conversations, connections. I don't want someone who is just going to manhandle me and act like he owns me. Now, key things about me. I am insecure - but I don't usually act that way, because I have learned people are a lot nicer if they think you're confident. I have self harmed in the past, even the not so distant past. It's a struggle that I battle each and every day. Some people are turned off by that. I love reading, and I promise I'm not a bitch, but I can come off as one.. I am also a hopeless romantic.. but I don't really think I believe in fairytales anymore.

Sign

Gemini

My Body Type Is

Curvy

My Height Is

5' 5 (1.65 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian, European

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Yes

My Best Feature Is

Eyes

Body Art

Belly Button Ring, Scarred, Visible Tattoo, Other

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Dog

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

College Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Student

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

Cosmetologist

I Make This Much In A Year

$15,000USD To $29,999USD

I Live

With Pet(s)

At Home

It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Socially

I Drink

Yes - Often

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Flirtatious, Friendly, Loud, Observant, Outgoing, Shy

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Camping, Dancing, Family, Music, Reading

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Drinking, Partying, Playing Video Games, Sleeping, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Anything except dinner and a movie.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Sky diving.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Troublemaker, Cool, Perfect, Goofy, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Spiritual But Not Religious

I Attend Services

On Holidays

My Political Views Are

I Don't Like Politics

My Goal In Life Is

to actually live, to chase my dreams even if they don't end up in my hands.. to live on my own terms, and to do the things I enjoy.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy

On Tv, I Always Watch

Cartoons, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Comedy, Horror, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Ambient, Classical, Country, Dance, Electronic, New age, Pop, Punk, Rap, Rock

When I Read, I Always Read

Fantasy, Fiction, Romance, Supernatural

My Idea Of Fun Is

There are millions of answers..

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Flirtatiousness, Good Looks, Humor, Intelligence, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Do You Look For?

While I love the talk dark and handsome look, I'm a sucker for blondes with blue eyes. But personality wise, I always look for someone who makes me feel comfortable and can make me laugh. If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Intimate, Committed, Domination, Bondage