Help me lose control...
lavachick26
Honolulu, Hawaii | Woman Seeking A Man
Basic Information
I Would Describe Myself As
I am always in control... of my thoughts, my body, my surroundings... I hate it.
I need to loose control. I need to have it taken from me in every way imaginable, but I also need it back when the day is over.
I have no experience with this alternative lifestyle, but it fascinates me deeply. I have a very open mind and am willing to try just about anything once, but in this area I feel that I need permission... someone to tell me I should.
I'm not looking for some deep, commited relationship at this point in my life. Right now what I need is a break from myself.
Help me, please, and set me free.
I need to loose control. I need to have it taken from me in every way imaginable, but I also need it back when the day is over.
I have no experience with this alternative lifestyle, but it fascinates me deeply. I have a very open mind and am willing to try just about anything once, but in this area I feel that I need permission... someone to tell me I should.
I'm not looking for some deep, commited relationship at this point in my life. Right now what I need is a break from myself.
Help me, please, and set me free.
Sign
Taurus
Appearance & Situation
My Body Type Is
Big And Beautiful
My Height Is
5' 5 (1.65 m)
My Eyes Are
Blue
My Ethnicity Is
Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is
Never Married
I Have Kids
No
I Want Kids
Yes
My Best Feature Is
Hair
Body Art
Inked All Over, Other, Secret Piercings, Visible Tattoo
My Hair Is
Blonde
I Have One Or More Of These
Dog
Willing To Relocate
No
Status
My Education Level Is
University Degree
My Current Employment Status Is
Full-time
My Speciality Is
Research / Science / Engineering
My Job Title Is
Volcanologist
I Make This Much In A Year
$45,000USD To $59,999USD
I Live
With Roomate(s), With Pet(s)
At Home
It Gets A Bit Crazy Sometimes
I'm A Smoker
Yes - Trying To Quit
I Drink
Yes - Socially
Personality
Back In High School, I Was A
Quiet One
My Social Behavior Is
Reserved, Shy, Observant, Friendly
My Interest And Hobbies Are
Arts & Crafts, Reading, Learning, Music, Movies, Photography, Theater, Travel, Cooking, Camping, Playing Cards, Volunteering
My Idea Of A Great Time Is
Hanging Out With Friends, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Going To A Concert
An Ideal First Date Would Be
A series of events that I have not planned (and do not know what they are), but get to choose the order through which they progress by picking scrabble letters (or somethng similar)representing each activity...
For example, P would be a picnic in the park, S would be going for an evening swim, W would be a wish (perhaps a trip to a palm reader or something, even though I do not believe in that sort of thing).
For example, P would be a picnic in the park, S would be going for an evening swim, W would be a wish (perhaps a trip to a palm reader or something, even though I do not believe in that sort of thing).
I've Always Wanted To Try
Trusting someone enough to give them complete power over me.
My Friends Describe Me As Being
Friendly, Someone They Want To Be, Cool
Views
My Religion Is
Spiritual But Not Religious
I Attend Services
Never
My Political Views Are
I Don't Like Politics
My Goal In Life Is
To be happy and know myself. I'm pretty much there, and just have a few more aspects of myself I would like to explore.
My Kind Of Humor Is
Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Goofy, Obscure
Taste
On Tv, I Always Watch
I Wish I Had A Tv
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A
Action, Comedy, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To
Country, Rock, Pop, Classical, Dance, Punk
When I Read, I Always Read
Fiction, Horror, Humor, Instructional, Nature, Reference, Science, Science Fiction, Technical, I'm An Author
My Idea Of Fun Is
Oh so many things...
Hiking, drawing, pushing all of my limits...
Hiking, drawing, pushing all of my limits...
Looking for
What Do You Find Attractive?
Intelligence, Humor, Great Skills, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Oddities, Spontaneity, Wit, Thoughtfullness
What Do You Look For?
I would like to meet a man who is comfortable with himself and keeps an open mind. I accept that everyone has their demons, and I don't mind dealing with a few. Mostly I would love someone who could make me laugh, and who accepts me for who I am.
I'm looking for a person who will dicuss both his desires and mine openly, before pushing me to my limits. Appearance doesn't matter, but my ability to trust you does. I'm giving up the part of me that matters most - my control - and I expect you to respect that.
I'm looking for a person who will dicuss both his desires and mine openly, before pushing me to my limits. Appearance doesn't matter, but my ability to trust you does. I'm giving up the part of me that matters most - my control - and I expect you to respect that.
What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?
Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Date