looking for a relationship

I Would Describe Myself As

When I was six I would get out of school and go to Kelly's house, her mom watched me till my parents got home and she was a bully, but I fell in love with her. Sad when you peak at six. never came closer to a relation ship then with her. We moved and I have been looking for abusive bullies ever since. Just after I turned eighteen this girl Shawn came up and slapped me. This excited me and I let her slap me a couple more times then I told her she could go further if she tied me up. We retreated to her back yard but the only thing we could use was some yarn. She was tying me up when my dad call out to me and I got scared as my dad was really abusive so broke free and went home. The next time I saw Shawn she told me she was getting married so I lost my chance. Every one else that has ever entered my life has wanted something from me. Most wanted drugs, as I was alone they became my friends, not really, sort of. Some even stayed in my home as they were homeless but they just used me and offered nothing in return they often had their boyfriend staying with them and no one paid for being there. Never did well with gals, tend to hide at home and do nothing, and now due to medical cost can't afford to do anything. I have my condo and my four dogs, a pit-bull, sharpie, Lab, a little toy sized mix. Other then that I am completely alone, I need something to change, In the brides of Dracula this guys went in to the brides chamber and was attacked by all five lovely women, I thought want a wonderful way to go. Later when someone else entered he was chained to the wall, lots of bite marks all over, kept alive to serve them, I nearly lost it when I saw that, I could be happy there.

Sign

Pisces

My Body Type Is

Slim

My Height Is

5' 11 (1.8 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

My Hair Is

Blonde

I Have One Or More Of These

Dog

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

College Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Retired

I Live

With Pet(s)

At Home

There Is No Noise

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Outcast

My Social Behavior Is

Anti-social

My Friends Describe Me As Being

I Don't Have Any Friends

My Religion Is

Atheist

I Attend Services

Never

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Cartoons, Re-runs

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Good Looks, Power

What Do You Look For?

I had a friend when young and she had a violent temper never knew what or when something would set her off, often had to hide bruises and bite marks to keep her out of trouble.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Committed, Domination