ready to experiment

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

reasonably good-looking, fun, fun-loving, Most people who know me think of me as outgoing, confident and even assertive.I do play that game pretty well. But, the real me, deep inside feels very ashamed about some of the thingsI I've done. And I often feel very inadequate as a person. I have a raging case of ADHD, So Im always late often so late that I miss the whole event or appt. I was going to. Have gotten pretty good at going down on women, and ass play,
and whole-body foreplay/worship. But 2 yrs ago, Urologist performed surgury to reduce size of my prostate (TURP) and fucked up vadly - he shrunk penis length by 2 1/2 " and width by over 1 1/2". The SOB!!!

Sign

Virgo

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 6 (1.68 m)

My Eyes Are

Brown

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Divorced

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Smile

Body Art

Scarred

My Hair Is

Grey

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

No

My Education Level Is

University Degree

My Current Employment Status Is

Retired

My Speciality Is

Other

My Job Title Is

Mgmt. Consultant - retired

I Make This Much In A Year

$30,000USD To $44,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

There Is No Noise

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

No

Back In High School, I Was A

Class Clown

My Social Behavior Is

Loud, Observant, Friendly, Comedic, Party Starter, Flirtatious, Outgoing

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Family, Exercising, Reading, Arts & Crafts, Sports, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Dancing

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Sleeping, Reading A Book, Tv, Going To A Concert

An Ideal First Date Would Be

An early dinner/drinks to get to know each other and hopefully begin to build a relationship. Enough time for my Switch Partner and I to get to know each other and make sure our desires and limits are agreed to.Then a trip to one of our homes for a 1st session.

I've Always Wanted To Try

Completely submitting to a dominant woman. By submitting to all of her orders, I'd be finally, publicly admitting just how very weak i actually feel; and how much I deserve to be 'my Dom's' slutty, little bitch. Also, I've always felt some level of humiliation and fear of inadequacy, but I've always been able to protect myself from getting into situations where my true self can be called out and be made embarrassingly public to everyone.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, I Don't Have Any Friends, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Agnostic

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Very Liberal

My Goal In Life Is

After 3 yrs of fighting cancer, I NEED to get back into regular workouts and running. I want my slim and muscular body back so that I can do tough physical tasks again. And get back into fast swing dancing again.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Raunchy

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Instructional, Sports

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Action, Drama, Documentary, Adult

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rock, Blues, Jazz, Dance, Soul

When I Read, I Always Read

News, Business, Health, History, Instructional, Political, Erotica

My Idea Of Fun Is

Swing dancing,working out, & long, delicious nights of love-making

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Flirtatiousness, Power, Spontaneity, Boldness, Sensitivity, Empathy, Great Skills, Humor, Good Looks, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

What Do You Look For?

Well for this BDSM website I'm looking for a Switch. to humiliate me, and punish me painfully. Then later in the same session or in the next one, she'll become my submissive. But I'm afraid of my mistress's reaction when i ask her to be careful when doing some things, or when I beg her to not even do certain things that are risky because of my past cancer and/or chemotherapy. For eg, I can't be harshly whipped because that can cause small rips/tears to the skin from which I can bleed out and/or easily get an infection.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Date, Intimate, Other, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Strap On Sex, Secretive Sex, Committed