Eager, Young, Lost Without Mistress

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

I may be young and shy but I know what I want: A light-hearted, fun and firm Mistress to relax with and please. I'm looking for more than a sexual relationship; I want someone who I'll admire, who I will yearn to serve and try my hardest without having to be asked. I especially want to avoid sex with strangers, and one-time hook-ups.

A number of scenarios run through my head. I imagine curling up on Her lap while W/we watch TV. I see myself kneeling on the floor, nuzzling my cheek affectionately against Her leg while She checks Her email. I want Her firm hand pushing me into place, and direct punishment when I stray from my path.


I'm transgendered, but it's not a sexual kink. Feminine/masculine play isn't a big turn on for me, though that could be because I have a rather blurred perception of gender roles. And yes, I still have boy parts down there. :(

Sign

Gemini

My Body Type Is

Slender

My Height Is

6' 0 (1.83 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Never Married

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

Not Sure

My Best Feature Is

Legs

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Brown

I Have One Or More Of These

Cat

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Student

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

My Job Title Is

alumna

I Make This Much In A Year

Less Than $14,999USD

I Live

Alone

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Shy, Observant, Friendly

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Reading, Learning, Music, Internet, Theater, Cooking, Computers

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Going Shopping, Trying New Things, Relaxing, Drinking, Going To A Museum

An Ideal First Date Would Be

Something easy-going. Fine-dining dates seem to put a lot of pressure on the participants. I'de much rather take someone to lunch than dinner - lunches are open, sunny and easy, while dinners are quiet and personal. My shy-but-cheerful personality doesn't fit perfectly in either, but I prefer lunches much more.

The idea of sitting on a sidewalk in a busy city watching people pass by while munching french bread and sipping V8 seems to me like a great way to get to know someone. Hopefully it will be summer!

I've Always Wanted To Try

Flying an airplane! That'd be sooo cool! I like the big ones - 747s and the lot. Obviously putting me in charge of a plane full of passengers would be bad - but I can dream, can't I?

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, A Flirt

My Religion Is

Other

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Libertarian

My Goal In Life Is

I still have a lot of work to do in my male-to-female transition. That's priority number one, and it's such a large-scale operation that it's difficult at times to see past.

I really can't think of any one thing I want to do for the rest of my life. Many professions have crossed my mind, all of which are grand and require years and years of schooling.

I love flying, and I wanted to be a pilot. I'm not sure I want to now, but it's still a possibility.

I've also thought about going into law - becoming even a paralegal could be interesting, but I would aim for becoming a judge.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Sadistic

On Tv, I Always Watch

Documentaries, I Don't Like Tv

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Science Fiction, Comedy

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Rap, Electronic, Pop, Blues, Jazz, Industrial, Dance

When I Read, I Always Read

Classic, Comic, Computers, Fantasy, Mathematics, Science Fiction, I'm An Author

My Idea Of Fun Is

Going window shopping at the mall on a sunny day! We'll finish an energy-filled lunch and grab some lemonade, wearing little-to-nothing while parading around giggling and trying on things that are way over budget. Maybe you'll treat me to a manicure!

After we've exhausted every combination of style in every department store, we'll stroll through a park for some calm-down time, chit-chatting and climbing on trees and those random pieces of artwork all parks seem to have until the sun feels it's time to set.

We'll watch it or not, holding hands and leaning on each other for support, then head home.

In our privacy of locked doors, I'll be on my knees, fussing about this and that and trying to make you comfortable. You'll settle down for some tv or with a laptop, and I'll be cooking something up for dinner.

Of course, what happens after dinner will be so much more fun...

What Do You Find Attractive?

Intelligence, Good Looks, Empathy, Sensitivity, Boldness, Spontaneity, Money, Power, Thoughtfullness

What Do You Look For?

I primarily look for people who focus on the good parts of life and know how to deal with the bad without blowing it out of proportion. Someone who accepts and values diversity is sure to catch my attention. Assertiveness and confidence are pluses, and I definitely notice when someone takes the time to do something right instead of rushing.

Things I look away from include apprehension and uptightness, depression, general gloominess.

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Date