Fearful but Willing

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

An update: I have not long ago[nine months] emerged from a boring and,at best,a very 'vanilla' relationship, ending an eight-year long and very restrictive marriage where speaking about even sex was considered untoward.
I now crave to 'go the other way', completely, to offer myself to one or more for their personal use, their own domestic and sexual use. I am prepared to be owned, directed to do whatever another might wish. I am naive as far as what to expect from being dominated, of being owned by either a Dom or a Master,or even simply to be used for another's sexual gratification, but I feel now that I am ready. Only two men[five now,and one woman] have had the benefit of me so far, an older man, and one other, both of whom remain keen to continue to use me, but I might need further direction. I am prepared to do anything, and to have anything done to me. Anything.
Molest me, spank me, shame me, humiliate me,urinate over or in me, cum anywhere you wish,in or over me,in my mouth or bottom, chastise me, use me. Make me do things.Make me do things to you. Use me.

Sign

Cancer

My Body Type Is

Slim

My Height Is

5' 2 (1.57 m)

My Eyes Are

Blue

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Separated

I Have Kids

No

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Butt

Body Art

Pierced... But Only Ear(s)

My Hair Is

Blonde

I Have One Or More Of These

No pets

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some University

My Current Employment Status Is

Part-time

My Speciality Is

Art / Music / Literature

My Job Title Is

Freelance

I Live

Alone, With Roomate(s)

At Home

Friends Come Over Occasionally

I'm A Smoker

No

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Quiet One

My Social Behavior Is

Friendly, Observant, Reserved

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Arts & Crafts, Cooking, Dancing, Dining, Exercising, Learning, Music, Photography, Reading

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum, Playing Dress-up, Reading A Book, Relaxing, Staying At Home, Trying New Things

An Ideal First Date Would Be

To be taken somewhere, a place unknown to me, even public, a park, or beach and 'displayed' openly, physically 'molested', 'felt up', embarrassed, exposed, and then to be taken somewhere private and used without my resistance.

I've Always Wanted To Try

There are so many things so far untried. Public and private exposure and humiliation, to be used and to be observed doing so. I have only recently, with an older man, been forced to have anal sex, and even to be peed in there afterwards. I want this again. Should anyone instruct me to be theirs alone, I would obey. I will do anything that is asked or demanded of me. If I was instructed to have more than one man, or woman, I would do so, but only with another's permission. I need and want to learn, and if necessary to endure and give pleasure in any form, in any sexual act imaginable.

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly, Cool, Obscure

My Religion Is

Atheist

I Attend Services

Never

My Political Views Are

Liberal

My Goal In Life Is

To learn, to serve, to experience all that as yet I have not.

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Dry / Sarcastic, Friendly, Obscure

On Tv, I Always Watch

News, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies

When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A

Comedy, Romance, Documentary, Thriller

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Blues, Classical, Folk, Latin, Reggae, Soul

When I Read, I Always Read

Biography, Classic, Erotica, Fiction, History, Humor, Nature, Philosophy, Poetry, Reference

My Idea Of Fun Is

To submit to another, or others, to be obedient, to serve, to satisfy, to discover my own pleasure in the fulfillment of another's, to be toyed with, to be used, to abandon myself to another's whim.

What Do You Find Attractive?

Boldness, Empathy, Good Looks, Great Skills, Intelligence, Power, Sensitivity, Spontaneity, Thoughtfullness, Wit

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Internet Buddy, Intimate, Other, Doesnt Matter, Oral Sex, Anal Sex, Domination, Bondage, Group Sex, Strap On Sex, Secretive Sex, Committed