Fearful but Willing

Je sais parler

Anglais

Je me décrirais comme

An update: I have not long ago[nine months] emerged from a boring and,at best,a very 'vanilla' relationship, ending an eight-year long and very restrictive marriage where speaking about even sex was considered untoward.
I now crave to 'go the other way', completely, to offer myself to one or more for their personal use, their own domestic and sexual use. I am prepared to be owned, directed to do whatever another might wish. I am naive as far as what to expect from being dominated, of being owned by either a Dom or a Master,or even simply to be used for another's sexual gratification, but I feel now that I am ready. Only two men[five now,and one woman] have had the benefit of me so far, an older man, and one other, both of whom remain keen to continue to use me, but I might need further direction. I am prepared to do anything, and to have anything done to me. Anything.
Molest me, spank me, shame me, humiliate me,urinate over or in me, cum anywhere you wish,in or over me,in my mouth or bottom, chastise me, use me. Make me do things.Make me do things to you. Use me.

Signe

Cancer

Ma silhouette est

Mince

Ma taille est

5' 2 (1.57 m)

Mes yeux sont

Bleus

Mon origine ethnique est

Caucasienne

Ma situation maritale est

Séparé/e

J'ai des enfants

Non

Je veux des enfants

Non

Ce que j'ai de mieux

Fesses

Art Corporel

Oreilles percées

Mes cheveux sont

Blonds

J'en ai 1 ou plus

Pas d'animaux

Prêt(e) à vivre ailleurs

Oui

Mon niveau d'éducation est

Etudes universitaires incomplètes

Ma situation professionnelle actuelle est

Mi-temps

Mon domaine de compétence est

Art / Musique / Littérature

Mon titre de fonction est

Freelance

Je vis

Seul/e, En colocation

Chez moi

Des amis passent à l'occasion

Je fume

Non

Je bois de l'alcool

Oui - socialement

Au lycée, j'étais un/e

Calme

Socialement, je suis plutôt

Sympa, Observateur, Réservé

Mes passions et loisirs sont

Art & artisanat, Cuisine, Danse, Dîner , Faire de l'exercice, Apprendre, Musique, Photographie, Lecture

Un bon moment pour moi c'est

Aller à un concert, Aller au musée, Se déguiser, Lire, Me relaxer, Rester à la maison, Faire de nouvelles expériences

Un premier rendez-vous idéal, ce serait

To be taken somewhere, a place unknown to me, even public, a park, or beach and 'displayed' openly, physically 'molested', 'felt up', embarrassed, exposed, and then to be taken somewhere private and used without my resistance.

J'ai toujours voulu essayer

There are so many things so far untried. Public and private exposure and humiliation, to be used and to be observed doing so. I have only recently, with an older man, been forced to have anal sex, and even to be peed in there afterwards. I want this again. Should anyone instruct me to be theirs alone, I would obey. I will do anything that is asked or demanded of me. If I was instructed to have more than one man, or woman, I would do so, but only with another's permission. I need and want to learn, and if necessary to endure and give pleasure in any form, in any sexual act imaginable.

Mes amis me décrivent comme

Sympa, Cool, Obscur/e

Ma religion c'est

Athée

Je vais à la messe

Jamais

Mon but dans la vie c'est

To learn, to serve, to experience all that as yet I have not.

Mon sens de l'humour est plutôt

Intelligent, Sarcastique, Sympa, Obscur/e

A la télévision, je regarde

Actualités, Documentaires, Drames, Films

Quand je vais au cinéma, je regarde toujours

Comédies, Romantiques, Documentaires, Thrillers

Quand j'écoute de la musique, ce que je préfère c'est

Blues, Classique, Folk, Latino, Reggae, Soul

Quand je lis, ce que je préfère c'est

Biographies, Littérature classique, Erotique, Fictions, Histoire, Humour, Nature, Philosophie, Poésie, Œuvres de référence

Mon idée du fun

To submit to another, or others, to be obedient, to serve, to satisfy, to discover my own pleasure in the fulfillment of another's, to be toyed with, to be used, to abandon myself to another's whim.

Que trouvez-vous attirant?

Audace, Empathie, Beauté, Talents, Intelligence, Pouvoir, Sensibilité, Spontanéité, Délicatesse, Bon sens

Quel type de relation recherchez-vous?

Pote virtuel, Relation intime, Autre, Peu importe, Sexe oral, Sexe anal, Domination, Bondage, Sexe en groupe, Sexe attaché, Sexe discret, Engagement