looking for a relationship

Je me décrirais comme

When I was six I would get out of school and go to Kelly's house, her mom watched me till my parents got home and she was a bully, but I fell in love with her. Sad when you peak at six. never came closer to a relation ship then with her. We moved and I have been looking for abusive bullies ever since. Just after I turned eighteen this girl Shawn came up and slapped me. This excited me and I let her slap me a couple more times then I told her she could go further if she tied me up. We retreated to her back yard but the only thing we could use was some yarn. She was tying me up when my dad call out to me and I got scared as my dad was really abusive so broke free and went home. The next time I saw Shawn she told me she was getting married so I lost my chance. Every one else that has ever entered my life has wanted something from me. Most wanted drugs, as I was alone they became my friends, not really, sort of. Some even stayed in my home as they were homeless but they just used me and offered nothing in return they often had their boyfriend staying with them and no one paid for being there. Never did well with gals, tend to hide at home and do nothing, and now due to medical cost can't afford to do anything. I have my condo and my four dogs, a pit-bull, sharpie, Lab, a little toy sized mix. Other then that I am completely alone, I need something to change, In the brides of Dracula this guys went in to the brides chamber and was attacked by all five lovely women, I thought want a wonderful way to go. Later when someone else entered he was chained to the wall, lots of bite marks all over, kept alive to serve them, I nearly lost it when I saw that, I could be happy there.

Signe

Poissons

Ma silhouette est

Mince

Ma taille est

5' 11 (1.8 m)

Mes yeux sont

Bleus

Mon origine ethnique est

Caucasienne

Ma situation maritale est

Jamais été marié/e

J'ai des enfants

Non

Mes cheveux sont

Blonds

J'en ai 1 ou plus

Chien

Prêt(e) à vivre ailleurs

Non

Mon niveau d'éducation est

Diplôme universitaire

Ma situation professionnelle actuelle est

Retraité/e

Je vis

Avec des animaux

Chez moi

Le silence règne

Je fume

Non

Je bois de l'alcool

Non

Au lycée, j'étais un/e

Mal-aimé/e

Socialement, je suis plutôt

Antisocial

Mes amis me décrivent comme

Je n'ai pas d'amis

Ma religion c'est

Athée

Je vais à la messe

Jamais

A la télévision, je regarde

Actualités, Dessins animés, Rediffusions

Que trouvez-vous attirant?

Audace, Beauté, Pouvoir

Que recherchez-vous?

I had a friend when young and she had a violent temper never knew what or when something would set her off, often had to hide bruises and bite marks to keep her out of trouble.

Quel type de relation recherchez-vous?

Engagement, Domination