looking for a relationship

Ik beschrijf mezelf als:

When I was six I would get out of school and go to Kelly's house, her mom watched me till my parents got home and she was a bully, but I fell in love with her. Sad when you peak at six. never came closer to a relation ship then with her. We moved and I have been looking for abusive bullies ever since. Just after I turned eighteen this girl Shawn came up and slapped me. This excited me and I let her slap me a couple more times then I told her she could go further if she tied me up. We retreated to her back yard but the only thing we could use was some yarn. She was tying me up when my dad call out to me and I got scared as my dad was really abusive so broke free and went home. The next time I saw Shawn she told me she was getting married so I lost my chance. Every one else that has ever entered my life has wanted something from me. Most wanted drugs, as I was alone they became my friends, not really, sort of. Some even stayed in my home as they were homeless but they just used me and offered nothing in return they often had their boyfriend staying with them and no one paid for being there. Never did well with gals, tend to hide at home and do nothing, and now due to medical cost can't afford to do anything. I have my condo and my four dogs, a pit-bull, sharpie, Lab, a little toy sized mix. Other then that I am completely alone, I need something to change, In the brides of Dracula this guys went in to the brides chamber and was attacked by all five lovely women, I thought want a wonderful way to go. Later when someone else entered he was chained to the wall, lots of bite marks all over, kept alive to serve them, I nearly lost it when I saw that, I could be happy there.

Sterrenbeeld

Vissen

Mijn Lichaamstype Is

Dun

Mijn Lengte Is

5' 11 (1.8 m)

Mijn Ogen Zijn

Blauw

Mijn Ethniciteit Is

Blank

Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is

Nooit getrouwd

Ik Heb Kinderen

Nee

Mijn Haar Is

Blond

Ik heb één of meer van deze

Hond

Ben je bereid te verhuizen?

Nee

Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is

VWO

Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is

Gepensioneerd

Ik Woon

Met Huisdier(en)

Bij mij thuis

Is het rustig

Ik Ben Een Roker

Nee

Ik Drink

Nee

Op de middelbare school was ik

Buitenstaander

In sociale situaties ben ik

Anti-sociaal

Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als

Ik heb geen vrienden

Mijn Geloof Is

Atheïst

Ik Ga Naar Diensten

Nooit

Op tv kijk ik:

Nieuws, Tekenfilms, Herhalingen

Wat vind je aantrekkelijk?

Moed, Goed Uiterlijk, Macht

Wat zoek je?

I had a friend when young and she had a violent temper never knew what or when something would set her off, often had to hide bruises and bite marks to keep her out of trouble.

Waar ben je naar op zoek?

Vastigheid, Dominatie