100% submissive, No experience, Teach me
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Salem, Oregon | Kvinde Søger en Mand
Grundlæggende oplysninger
Jeg taler
Engelsk
Jeg beskriver mig selv som
**My situation has recently changed. I've met a Dom who I clicked with on a deep level almost instantly. He completely snuck up on me and has definitely rocked my world. ;) I wasn't expecting this to happen at all but it has and I can't....don't want... to fight it. So, for now, I'm open to talk, advice, friendship. Anything more is going to require me to get permission. I'm a very happy girl! **
I've known I was submissive long before I even knew what to call it. My first ever fantasy was rather...ummm....graphic, I guess you could say. Definitely not something your average 11-12 year old would come up with. I used to worry that something was really very wrong with me. Now I know it's okay...I'm just a natural sub. ;) Submissiveness has been in me from the start but I pushed it aside and pretended otherwise.
It's only fair to warn you that while I am very much submissive, I also can and do have a bit of an "attitude" at times. If I feel strongly about something, I will argue the point relentlessly. I don't necessarily expect you to agree with me, just hear what I have to say. Of course, I can turn it off pdq if I have to!
Also, I have an extremely sarcastic sense of humor and people sometimes aren't sure how to take me. If there is any doubt in anything I say, please please please assume I'm joking. You will be correct 99% of the time. Especially if something I say is followed by ;), :), LOL, or jk. Honestly, it takes a whole lot to offend me or make me mad. If you've done it, you will most definitely know it and no guessing will be necessary.
I am currently in a mostly vanilla marriage and have no desire to leave him. However, I've been monogamous with my husband since I was barely 18...married just after my 22nd birthday. As people tend to do, I've evolved and grown into my sexuality over the 20 years we've been together. I was content once but I'm not anymore.
I adore my husband. I love him deeply and have no desire to hurt him. He's been so good to me under circumstances that would have had most men kicking me hard and fast to the curb. I wouldn't have blamed him if he did but he didn't, he stuck it out. Unfortunately, he doesn't understand what he sees as "these new changes" in me. But the fact is that I haven't really changed. I'm just being more open and truthful about what I really want and who I really am.
I finally understand that society doesn't know what is best for me and I don't care so much anymore what other ppl think. As I get older, I'm less willing to pretend I'm happy with the way things are and to reject what I know is my true nature. Simply put, I need more.
I don't want to cheat on my husband and am hoping to work something out with him. Until or unless that happens, I've decided that I can't do anything in person. Regardless of how much I'd like to.
I'm looking for friends and online interaction...whatever that may be. I'm open to advice and want to learn about this thing that has been so much a part of me for so long. I don't know what will happen in the coming future, but for now, this will have to be enough.
I've known I was submissive long before I even knew what to call it. My first ever fantasy was rather...ummm....graphic, I guess you could say. Definitely not something your average 11-12 year old would come up with. I used to worry that something was really very wrong with me. Now I know it's okay...I'm just a natural sub. ;) Submissiveness has been in me from the start but I pushed it aside and pretended otherwise.
It's only fair to warn you that while I am very much submissive, I also can and do have a bit of an "attitude" at times. If I feel strongly about something, I will argue the point relentlessly. I don't necessarily expect you to agree with me, just hear what I have to say. Of course, I can turn it off pdq if I have to!
Also, I have an extremely sarcastic sense of humor and people sometimes aren't sure how to take me. If there is any doubt in anything I say, please please please assume I'm joking. You will be correct 99% of the time. Especially if something I say is followed by ;), :), LOL, or jk. Honestly, it takes a whole lot to offend me or make me mad. If you've done it, you will most definitely know it and no guessing will be necessary.
I am currently in a mostly vanilla marriage and have no desire to leave him. However, I've been monogamous with my husband since I was barely 18...married just after my 22nd birthday. As people tend to do, I've evolved and grown into my sexuality over the 20 years we've been together. I was content once but I'm not anymore.
I adore my husband. I love him deeply and have no desire to hurt him. He's been so good to me under circumstances that would have had most men kicking me hard and fast to the curb. I wouldn't have blamed him if he did but he didn't, he stuck it out. Unfortunately, he doesn't understand what he sees as "these new changes" in me. But the fact is that I haven't really changed. I'm just being more open and truthful about what I really want and who I really am.
I finally understand that society doesn't know what is best for me and I don't care so much anymore what other ppl think. As I get older, I'm less willing to pretend I'm happy with the way things are and to reject what I know is my true nature. Simply put, I need more.
I don't want to cheat on my husband and am hoping to work something out with him. Until or unless that happens, I've decided that I can't do anything in person. Regardless of how much I'd like to.
I'm looking for friends and online interaction...whatever that may be. I'm open to advice and want to learn about this thing that has been so much a part of me for so long. I don't know what will happen in the coming future, but for now, this will have to be enough.
Underskriv
Jomfruen
Udseende & Situation
Min kropstype er
Et par ekstra kilo
Min højde er
163 cm
Mine øjne er
Brun
Min etnicitet er
Kaukasisk
Min civilstand er
Gift
Jeg har børn
Ja - hjemme
Jeg vil have børn
Ja
Mit bedste karaktertræk er
Øjne
Kropsudsmykning
Piercet... Men kun øre(r)
Mit hår er
Rødbrun / rød
Jeg har en eller flere af disse
Kat, Hund
Villig til at flytte
Nej
Status
Mit uddannelsesniveau er
Universitetsuddannet
Min nuværende ansættelsesstatus er
Hjemmegående
Mit speciale er
Andet
Min jobtitel er
The best job in the world....Mom! :)
Jeg bor
Med værelseskammerat(er), Med børn, Med kæledyr
Hjemme
Venner kommer forbi en gang i mellem
Jeg er ryger
Ja - til fester
Jeg drikker
Ja - til fester
Personlighed
I gymnasiet var jeg
Stille type
Min sociale opførsel er
Reserveret, Genert, Observerende, Venlig, Flirtende, Uadvendt
Mine interesser og hobbier er
Læsning, Tv, Internet, Familie, Teater, Rejser, Camping
Min idé om at have det sjovt er
Være sammen med venner, Være hjemme, I biografen, Afslappende, Sove, Diskotek / barer, Læse en bog, Gå på casino, Tv, Tage til koncert
En ideel første date ville være
Whatever you decide it will be but I would prefer somewhere quiet where we can talk and just get to know each other. I love both the ocean and the mountains so a picnic out somewhere really pretty would be great. I don't need anything fancy or expensive. That's not really me. I'm much more relaxed in a casual place.
Mine venner beskriver mig som
Venlig, Ballademager, Fjollet, En flirt
Synspunkter
Min religion er
Spirituel, men ikke religiøs
Jeg deltager i tjenester
En gang om året
Mit mål i livet er
To raise my son to be a happy, healthy, self-sufficient man. For me...I just want to be happy and content with my life. One thing I know all too well is that no one is guaranteed tomorrow. Make sure the people you care about know it...today. You might not get another chance.
Min form for humor er
Snu, Tør / sarkastisk, Venlig, Obskur, Fræk
Smag
I tv ser jeg altid
Dokumentarer, Dramaer, Sitcoms, Film, Reality Shows, Genudsendelser
Når jeg går i biografen ser jeg altid en
Handling, Science Fiction, Comedy, Romantik, Drama, Familie, Gys, Voksen
Når jeg hører musik, lytter jeg altid til
Land, Rock, Metal, New age
Når jeg læser, læser jeg altid
Fiktion, Gør-det-selv, Opslag
Min forestilling om hvad der er sjovt er
I love live music & concerts, driving fast with the music cranked, & roller coasters.
I also love walking around old buildings, cemeteries, or anywhere reported to be or that I feel may be haunted. ;) Yes, I'm a paranormal investigator and have been for over 20 years....long before it was "cool". Come go with me sometime?
This gives me the shivers...
Hearing this whispered in my ear..."I'm not a gentle lover. I'll take you fast. I'll take you hard, and I won't stop until I say it's done".
Yes sir.....
I also love walking around old buildings, cemeteries, or anywhere reported to be or that I feel may be haunted. ;) Yes, I'm a paranormal investigator and have been for over 20 years....long before it was "cool". Come go with me sometime?
This gives me the shivers...
Hearing this whispered in my ear..."I'm not a gentle lover. I'll take you fast. I'll take you hard, and I won't stop until I say it's done".
Yes sir.....
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Hvad finder du attraktivt?
Intelligens, Flot udseende, Humor, Dygtighed, Empati, Følsomhed, Skaldethed, Magt, Flirtende, Morsom, Omtanke
Hvad leder du efter?
Confidence & strength will always draw me in. But there needs to be some kindness and concern in the mix as well. If you can make me feel a little scared but protected & safe all at the same time, that's a definite plus. I want someone to lead and teach me so it would be nice if you had at least some experience or the willingness to learn. The point is, I don't want to lead you.
I've already explained my current situation so I'm checking the boxes under "what kind of relationship are you seeking" based on my ideal or "wishes". ;)
I've already explained my current situation so I'm checking the boxes under "what kind of relationship are you seeking" based on my ideal or "wishes". ;)
Hvilken type forhold leder du efter?
Hemmelig sex, Gruppesex, Oralsex, Domination, Bondage, Dato