100% submissive, No experience, Teach me

Ik spreek:

Engels

Ik beschrijf mezelf als:

**My situation has recently changed. I've met a Dom who I clicked with on a deep level almost instantly. He completely snuck up on me and has definitely rocked my world. ;) I wasn't expecting this to happen at all but it has and I can't....don't want... to fight it. So, for now, I'm open to talk, advice, friendship. Anything more is going to require me to get permission. I'm a very happy girl! **

I've known I was submissive long before I even knew what to call it. My first ever fantasy was rather...ummm....graphic, I guess you could say. Definitely not something your average 11-12 year old would come up with. I used to worry that something was really very wrong with me. Now I know it's okay...I'm just a natural sub. ;) Submissiveness has been in me from the start but I pushed it aside and pretended otherwise.

It's only fair to warn you that while I am very much submissive, I also can and do have a bit of an "attitude" at times. If I feel strongly about something, I will argue the point relentlessly. I don't necessarily expect you to agree with me, just hear what I have to say. Of course, I can turn it off pdq if I have to!

Also, I have an extremely sarcastic sense of humor and people sometimes aren't sure how to take me. If there is any doubt in anything I say, please please please assume I'm joking. You will be correct 99% of the time. Especially if something I say is followed by ;), :), LOL, or jk. Honestly, it takes a whole lot to offend me or make me mad. If you've done it, you will most definitely know it and no guessing will be necessary.

I am currently in a mostly vanilla marriage and have no desire to leave him. However, I've been monogamous with my husband since I was barely 18...married just after my 22nd birthday. As people tend to do, I've evolved and grown into my sexuality over the 20 years we've been together. I was content once but I'm not anymore.

I adore my husband. I love him deeply and have no desire to hurt him. He's been so good to me under circumstances that would have had most men kicking me hard and fast to the curb. I wouldn't have blamed him if he did but he didn't, he stuck it out. Unfortunately, he doesn't understand what he sees as "these new changes" in me. But the fact is that I haven't really changed. I'm just being more open and truthful about what I really want and who I really am.

I finally understand that society doesn't know what is best for me and I don't care so much anymore what other ppl think. As I get older, I'm less willing to pretend I'm happy with the way things are and to reject what I know is my true nature. Simply put, I need more.

I don't want to cheat on my husband and am hoping to work something out with him. Until or unless that happens, I've decided that I can't do anything in person. Regardless of how much I'd like to.

I'm looking for friends and online interaction...whatever that may be. I'm open to advice and want to learn about this thing that has been so much a part of me for so long. I don't know what will happen in the coming future, but for now, this will have to be enough.

Sterrenbeeld

Maagd

Mijn Lichaamstype Is

Een paar extra kilo's

Mijn Lengte Is

5' 4 (1.63 m)

Mijn Ogen Zijn

Bruin

Mijn Ethniciteit Is

Blank

Mijn Burgerlijke Staat Is

Getrouwd Zijn

Ik Heb Kinderen

Ja - Bij Mij Thuis

Ik Wil Kinderen

Ja

Mijn Beste Eigenschap Is

Ogen

Body Art

Piercings, maar alleen in mijn oren

Mijn Haar Is

Rood

Ik heb één of meer van deze

Kat, Hond

Ben je bereid te verhuizen?

Nee

Mijn Opleidingsniveau Is

VWO

Mijn Huidige Werkstatus Is

Huisvrouw/Huisman

Mijn specialisatie is

Iets Anders

Mijn functie is:

The best job in the world....Mom! :)

Ik Woon

Met Huisgeno(o)ten, Met kind(eren), Met Huisdier(en)

Bij mij thuis

Komen er soms vrienden langs

Ik Ben Een Roker

Ja - Als ik uitga

Ik Drink

Ja - Als ik uitga

Op de middelbare school was ik

Stil

In sociale situaties ben ik

Gereserveerd, Verlegen, Opmerkzaam, Vriendelijk, Flirterig, Gezellig

Mijn Interesses En Hobbies Zijn

Lezen, Tv, Internet, Gezin, Theater, Reizen, Kamperen

Mijn idee van een leuke tijd is

Met Vrienden zijn, Thuis blijven, Films, Relaxen, Slapen, Nachtclubs / Bars, Een boek lezen, Naar een casino gaan, Tv, Naar een concert gaan

Een perfecte eerste date is

Whatever you decide it will be but I would prefer somewhere quiet where we can talk and just get to know each other. I love both the ocean and the mountains so a picnic out somewhere really pretty would be great. I don't need anything fancy or expensive. That's not really me. I'm much more relaxed in a casual place.

Mijn vrienden beschrijven me als

Vriendelijk, Een herrieschopper, Gek, Een Flirt

Mijn Geloof Is

Spiritueel Maar Niet Religieus

Ik Ga Naar Diensten

Een keer per jaar

Mijn Doel In Het Leven Is

To raise my son to be a happy, healthy, self-sufficient man. For me...I just want to be happy and content with my life. One thing I know all too well is that no one is guaranteed tomorrow. Make sure the people you care about know it...today. You might not get another chance.

Mijn Gevoel Voor Humor Is

Slim, Droge Humor / Sarcastisch, Vriendelijk, Obscuur, Ranzig

Op tv kijk ik:

Documentaires, Drama's, Komedies, Films, Reality, Herhalingen

In de bioscoop kijk ik:

Actie, Science Fiction, Komedie, Romantiek, Drama, Gezin, Horror, Erotisch

Als ik naar muziek luister, luister ik altijd naar

Country, Rock, Metal, New Age

Ik lees graag

Fictie, Educatief, Wetenschappelijk

Mijn Idee Van Plezier is

I love live music & concerts, driving fast with the music cranked, & roller coasters.

I also love walking around old buildings, cemeteries, or anywhere reported to be or that I feel may be haunted. ;) Yes, I'm a paranormal investigator and have been for over 20 years....long before it was "cool". Come go with me sometime?

This gives me the shivers...

Hearing this whispered in my ear..."I'm not a gentle lover. I'll take you fast. I'll take you hard, and I won't stop until I say it's done".

Yes sir.....

Wat vind je aantrekkelijk?

Intelligentie, Goed Uiterlijk, Humor, Goeie Vaardigheden, Empathie, Gevoeligheid, Moed, Macht, Flirterig, Gevatheid, Bedachtzaamheid

Wat zoek je?

Confidence & strength will always draw me in. But there needs to be some kindness and concern in the mix as well. If you can make me feel a little scared but protected & safe all at the same time, that's a definite plus. I want someone to lead and teach me so it would be nice if you had at least some experience or the willingness to learn. The point is, I don't want to lead you.

I've already explained my current situation so I'm checking the boxes under "what kind of relationship are you seeking" based on my ideal or "wishes". ;)

Waar ben je naar op zoek?

Geheime Seks, Groepseks, Orale Seks, Dominatie, Bondage, Date