100% submissive, No experience, Teach me

Eu Sei Falar

Inglês

Me Descreveria Como

**My situation has recently changed. I've met a Dom who I clicked with on a deep level almost instantly. He completely snuck up on me and has definitely rocked my world. ;) I wasn't expecting this to happen at all but it has and I can't....don't want... to fight it. So, for now, I'm open to talk, advice, friendship. Anything more is going to require me to get permission. I'm a very happy girl! **

I've known I was submissive long before I even knew what to call it. My first ever fantasy was rather...ummm....graphic, I guess you could say. Definitely not something your average 11-12 year old would come up with. I used to worry that something was really very wrong with me. Now I know it's okay...I'm just a natural sub. ;) Submissiveness has been in me from the start but I pushed it aside and pretended otherwise.

It's only fair to warn you that while I am very much submissive, I also can and do have a bit of an "attitude" at times. If I feel strongly about something, I will argue the point relentlessly. I don't necessarily expect you to agree with me, just hear what I have to say. Of course, I can turn it off pdq if I have to!

Also, I have an extremely sarcastic sense of humor and people sometimes aren't sure how to take me. If there is any doubt in anything I say, please please please assume I'm joking. You will be correct 99% of the time. Especially if something I say is followed by ;), :), LOL, or jk. Honestly, it takes a whole lot to offend me or make me mad. If you've done it, you will most definitely know it and no guessing will be necessary.

I am currently in a mostly vanilla marriage and have no desire to leave him. However, I've been monogamous with my husband since I was barely 18...married just after my 22nd birthday. As people tend to do, I've evolved and grown into my sexuality over the 20 years we've been together. I was content once but I'm not anymore.

I adore my husband. I love him deeply and have no desire to hurt him. He's been so good to me under circumstances that would have had most men kicking me hard and fast to the curb. I wouldn't have blamed him if he did but he didn't, he stuck it out. Unfortunately, he doesn't understand what he sees as "these new changes" in me. But the fact is that I haven't really changed. I'm just being more open and truthful about what I really want and who I really am.

I finally understand that society doesn't know what is best for me and I don't care so much anymore what other ppl think. As I get older, I'm less willing to pretend I'm happy with the way things are and to reject what I know is my true nature. Simply put, I need more.

I don't want to cheat on my husband and am hoping to work something out with him. Until or unless that happens, I've decided that I can't do anything in person. Regardless of how much I'd like to.

I'm looking for friends and online interaction...whatever that may be. I'm open to advice and want to learn about this thing that has been so much a part of me for so long. I don't know what will happen in the coming future, but for now, this will have to be enough.

Signo

Virgem

Meu Tipo de Corpo:

Com Alguns Quilos Extra

Minha Altura:

1.63 m

Cor dos Olhos:

Marrons

Minha Etnia:

Caucasiana

Minha Situação Conjugal:

Casado

Com Filhos?

Sim - Em Casa

Quer Ter Filhos?

Sim

Minha Melhor Característica:

Olhos

Arte no Corpo

Com piercing... mas somente na(s) orelha (s)

Cor de Cabelo:

Cobre / vermelha

Animais Que Possuo:

Gato, Cachorro

Disposto/a a Mudar de Morada?

Não

Nível Educacional

Diploma Universitário

Ocupação

Dona de casa

Especialização

Outra

Meu Título de Trabalho É

The best job in the world....Mom! :)

Eu Moro

Com Colega(s) de Quarto, Com Filho(s), Com Bicho(s) de Estimação

Em Casa

Amigos Vêm Ocasionalmente

Eu Fumo

Sim - Socialmente

Eu Bebo

Sim - Socialmente

No Colegial, Eu Era Um

O/A Calminho/a

Meu Comportamento Social É

Reservado, Tímido, Observador, Amigável, Flertador(a)/Engatatão; Engatatona, Extrovertido/a

Meus Interesses e Atividades São

Ler, TV, Internet, Família, Teatro, Viajar, Acampar

Minha Ideia De Um Momento Ideal É

Sair Com Os Amigos, Ficar Em Casa, Cinema, Relaxar, Dormi, Bares / Clubes, Ler Um Livro, Ir A Um Casino, TV, Ir A Um Concerto

Um Primeiro Encontro Ideal Seria

Whatever you decide it will be but I would prefer somewhere quiet where we can talk and just get to know each other. I love both the ocean and the mountains so a picnic out somewhere really pretty would be great. I don't need anything fancy or expensive. That's not really me. I'm much more relaxed in a casual place.

Meus Amigos Me Descrevem Como Sendo

Amigável, Encrenqueiro/a, Pateta, Maroto

Minha Religião É

Espiritualizado Mas Não Religioso

Frequento Serviços

Uma Vez Por Ano

Meu Objetivo na Vida É

To raise my son to be a happy, healthy, self-sufficient man. For me...I just want to be happy and content with my life. One thing I know all too well is that no one is guaranteed tomorrow. Make sure the people you care about know it...today. You might not get another chance.

Meu Tipo de Humor É

Inteligente, Seco / Sarcástico, Amigável, Obscuro/a, Obsceno/a

Na TV, Eu Sempre Assisto

Documentários, Dramas, Seriados, Filmes, Reality Shows, Reprises/Repetições

Quando Eu Vou Ao Cinema, Eu Sempre Vou Para Ver Um

Ação, Ficção Científica, Comédia, Romance, Drama, Família, Terror, Adulto

Quando Eu Ouço Música, Eu Sempre Ouço

Sertaneja, Rock, Metal, New age

Quando Eu Leio, Eu Sempre Leio

Ficção, Educativo, Referência

Para mim, Diversão É

I love live music & concerts, driving fast with the music cranked, & roller coasters.

I also love walking around old buildings, cemeteries, or anywhere reported to be or that I feel may be haunted. ;) Yes, I'm a paranormal investigator and have been for over 20 years....long before it was "cool". Come go with me sometime?

This gives me the shivers...

Hearing this whispered in my ear..."I'm not a gentle lover. I'll take you fast. I'll take you hard, and I won't stop until I say it's done".

Yes sir.....

O Que Você Acha Atraente?

Inteligência, Boa Aparência, Humor, Grandes Habilidades, Empatia, Sensibilidade, Ousadia, Poder, Marotice, Espirituoso/a, Consideração Pelos Outros

O Que Você Procura?

Confidence & strength will always draw me in. But there needs to be some kindness and concern in the mix as well. If you can make me feel a little scared but protected & safe all at the same time, that's a definite plus. I want someone to lead and teach me so it would be nice if you had at least some experience or the willingness to learn. The point is, I don't want to lead you.

I've already explained my current situation so I'm checking the boxes under "what kind of relationship are you seeking" based on my ideal or "wishes". ;)

Que Tipo de Relacionamento Você Procura?

Sexo Secreto, Sexo Grupal, Sexo Oral, Dominação, Bondage, Encontro